JJgold, I know exactly how you feel. For example, not only when i sleep, but when I am out for the day enjoying my life, I am always thinking about whether I should be getting home soon to make sure there ain't anyone bashing me and that I can be able to defend myself. Today was the perfect example. I am out in the sun sitting outside by the water enjoying a good meal and a few beers, until I get a call from the Shrink. I knew right there that Clevfan was at it again, so I had to leave everything to come home fast and defend myself against this lady. I can't even leave my house and not worry anymore because of Clevfan.
That's what these god damn forums have done to me. I can't even enjoy a good meal with my lady friend out of the house without having to worry about rushing home to defend myself. Now that is sad!!
That's what these god damn forums have done to me. I can't even enjoy a good meal with my lady friend out of the house without having to worry about rushing home to defend myself. Now that is sad!!
Wil do you know what i did today???
I took a vacation day right and instead of going out to the beach or trying to meet a girl somewhere I bet over 45 races from the UK to Beginning of the Delmar card. I have been sitting here since 5:00AM. The internet ruined me. Tomorrow i will do the same thing!! Now a lot of guys do not admit it like me but they are in the same boat.
I almost die when I log off and wondering who is talking about me,ect.
I took a vacation day right and instead of going out to the beach or trying to meet a girl somewhere I bet over 45 races from the UK to Beginning of the Delmar card. I have been sitting here since 5:00AM. The internet ruined me. Tomorrow i will do the same thing!! Now a lot of guys do not admit it like me but they are in the same boat.
I almost die when I log off and wondering who is talking about me,ect.
Well, today, unlike many of you probably, I actually had to go to work today!
Heck, as a matter of fact, I had to go all freakin week!
I do know what you mean though Journey. Sick, so glad to see you back here guy.
I was on the Rx. wagon, going to meetings, working the 12 steps, everything, then one day boom, out of nowhere I started posting again, now its worse than ever. Today I was posting while my favorite TV show NYPD Blue was on TNT and I did'nt watch it because of the Rx. now that is sick.
My name is Wilheim and I am an Rx. addict.
My name is Wilheim and I am an Rx. addict.
