This our little buddy sickgambler.It say how gambling ruin his life.I say "what life".THis guy is like little insignificant crutzouli.If he was in Kazakhstan, he would be made to wear wig and provide"entertainment" for Kazakhi navy men returning from the Baltic.
Boys, its safe to say that gambling has indeed ruined my life. I wish I never got into this mess. You guys have no idea how it's ruined my social life. My girlfriend hates my guts because of gambling. She really can't stand me. I am a fat out of shape loser who sits home in front of my computer and tv and gamble and eat pizzas and fries all day long.. I sleep at 5am everyday, and wake up at 12 pm. I hate showering when I lose money. I have no motivation. I used to go to the gym quite often, now i am a pear shape loser. I am stressed out of my mind from winning one night, then losing big 5 nights in a row. My life is a battle. One night I go to bed happy, the next 3 nights when I lose big I toss and turn. Why can't I just be normal like everyone else? Why did I have to be a gambler for?
Gambling has really ruined my life in many ways. When the GF wants to go out for supper, I say NO, sorry there's a game on tv that I have action on. When she wants to go shopping for food, I don't go because I want to watch a game I have action on. And when I do go out, I always have a my cell phone calling up the scorephone the whole time. I never let it go. Last time we're in the car and the GF is talking, I shushed her, and she hated it. Geez, how am i supposed to hear the rundown of the scores when she is talking. They were just getting to my game after a whole slate of college scores. And when I missed my score because of her, I got mad at her and we had a fight. Last time i was at the market paying the food at the cash, they were just about to say my score and the stupid girl talked. I shushed her and she was scared of me, and when my game lost, I got mad and told her she cost me by opening her mouth, and then she really was scared of me after that. When I go to a movie with my GF, I always call the scorephone during the movie maybe 9 times a movie. She hates this too. Gambling has made me lose a lot of girls in my past and I don't want to lose this lovely lady, but I might be on my way if I continue this way.
I even refuse sex alot with the GF because of gambling. I don't know why, but she always like to have sex during an important ball game when I have big money on a game. She also likes when I go down on her, and I despise this because most of the time when she wants this, I have a big game going on. And the problem here is that she doesn't cum in 2 min, she might take as long as 15-25 min sometimes, and this annoys me. Not only because I have my games going on at that moment, but I am so lazy. I have no patience for this. My tongue gets very tired fast too. Last week, I was munching away and it was 8 min in and she hadn't cum yet, so thankfully, I had the portable phone with me under the covers, and in the middle of the session, I called up the scorephone. I had to do it because i had a big bet on the game and it was the bottom of the 9th. She hated me for this, and she still is mad at me, but is it my fault? It was a huge game. It was either that, or pull a fake on her and tell her i had to go to the washroom, and go to the computer and check the score. There is no tv in the room there. I told her, new rule, if I have a big bet going on, she must cum in 5 min or less or I have to stop. She didn't like that. I even hate sex when I have a big game on, and I try to finish fast so I can go look at the scores.
Last week we went out for supper with another couple, and the GF told me I embarassed her because I was constantly calling the update scores every 3 min during our meal. Boys, I am fed up of gambling taking over my life like this, it has controlled me now for over 23 yrs. I am turning 40 soon and I feel like i have accomplished nothing in my life till now. I hardly leave the house on the weekends because of gambling, and when I do, i am a basket case. If I don't have the cell with me, I am restless. I wish I never placed my first bet 23 yrs ago. I wish I was normal like everyone else.
To show you how gambling has ruined my life, i swear to GOD, everytime I talk to anyone, I always talk in gambling language. If my GF asks me, how much do you think this grocery bill will be, I will say the o/u is $86.75 ov -125. The GF thinks I am crazy. If someone asks me how long does it take to get to a destination, I will usually answer by saying, 3.5 hrs ov -135, OR even last week, my GF's girlfriend came over and she asked me how much I think she weighs, and my answer to her was 136.5 lbs un -115. She thought I was retarded. I can imagine if I was a doctor on the side what I would say when some ill lady asks me if she is going to be ok, and my answer would be, you will be ok -185, you will die +165, OR I might say to her, ma'am, i give your o/u of days to live 92.5 flat. Can you imagine if I was a doctor and i talked like this? Not only will I make the poor lady cry, but she will be scared of me when I give her the over/under. What a sick potato i have become from this gambling..
Last week my sweet little 6 yr old nephew came by and wanted to play on the computer and watch cartoons. I told him he cannot use my computer because I had 4 big college scores to watch on cbs sportsline, and that he can't watch cartoons because i was watching the Notre Dame game on tv. What a terrible uncle I am, and all this because of gambling. Folks, it has ruined my life. I can't stop thinking of gambling. I missed out on life because of it and I can never have all those great years back. All I can think of is those summer Saturday/Sunday afternoons when it was 82 degrees, and I could've been out with the gang on a beach enjoying the sun, when instead, I sat home and watched sports for 16 straight hours on Sat, and chase my losses with the Hawaii game, only to lose that game, too, followed by another 13 hrs on Sunday.
Am I the only one who feels like gambling has taken a big chunk of my life away. Please let me know, and if it's only me that feels that way, humor me and make me feel good by agreeing with me.
Thank you all for listening to me.. Boy, do I feel a lot better now... But no matter how much better I feel, I will still be the same loser that I am now..
Boys, its safe to say that gambling has indeed ruined my life. I wish I never got into this mess. You guys have no idea how it's ruined my social life. My girlfriend hates my guts because of gambling. She really can't stand me. I am a fat out of shape loser who sits home in front of my computer and tv and gamble and eat pizzas and fries all day long.. I sleep at 5am everyday, and wake up at 12 pm. I hate showering when I lose money. I have no motivation. I used to go to the gym quite often, now i am a pear shape loser. I am stressed out of my mind from winning one night, then losing big 5 nights in a row. My life is a battle. One night I go to bed happy, the next 3 nights when I lose big I toss and turn. Why can't I just be normal like everyone else? Why did I have to be a gambler for?
Gambling has really ruined my life in many ways. When the GF wants to go out for supper, I say NO, sorry there's a game on tv that I have action on. When she wants to go shopping for food, I don't go because I want to watch a game I have action on. And when I do go out, I always have a my cell phone calling up the scorephone the whole time. I never let it go. Last time we're in the car and the GF is talking, I shushed her, and she hated it. Geez, how am i supposed to hear the rundown of the scores when she is talking. They were just getting to my game after a whole slate of college scores. And when I missed my score because of her, I got mad at her and we had a fight. Last time i was at the market paying the food at the cash, they were just about to say my score and the stupid girl talked. I shushed her and she was scared of me, and when my game lost, I got mad and told her she cost me by opening her mouth, and then she really was scared of me after that. When I go to a movie with my GF, I always call the scorephone during the movie maybe 9 times a movie. She hates this too. Gambling has made me lose a lot of girls in my past and I don't want to lose this lovely lady, but I might be on my way if I continue this way.
I even refuse sex alot with the GF because of gambling. I don't know why, but she always like to have sex during an important ball game when I have big money on a game. She also likes when I go down on her, and I despise this because most of the time when she wants this, I have a big game going on. And the problem here is that she doesn't cum in 2 min, she might take as long as 15-25 min sometimes, and this annoys me. Not only because I have my games going on at that moment, but I am so lazy. I have no patience for this. My tongue gets very tired fast too. Last week, I was munching away and it was 8 min in and she hadn't cum yet, so thankfully, I had the portable phone with me under the covers, and in the middle of the session, I called up the scorephone. I had to do it because i had a big bet on the game and it was the bottom of the 9th. She hated me for this, and she still is mad at me, but is it my fault? It was a huge game. It was either that, or pull a fake on her and tell her i had to go to the washroom, and go to the computer and check the score. There is no tv in the room there. I told her, new rule, if I have a big bet going on, she must cum in 5 min or less or I have to stop. She didn't like that. I even hate sex when I have a big game on, and I try to finish fast so I can go look at the scores.
Last week we went out for supper with another couple, and the GF told me I embarassed her because I was constantly calling the update scores every 3 min during our meal. Boys, I am fed up of gambling taking over my life like this, it has controlled me now for over 23 yrs. I am turning 40 soon and I feel like i have accomplished nothing in my life till now. I hardly leave the house on the weekends because of gambling, and when I do, i am a basket case. If I don't have the cell with me, I am restless. I wish I never placed my first bet 23 yrs ago. I wish I was normal like everyone else.
To show you how gambling has ruined my life, i swear to GOD, everytime I talk to anyone, I always talk in gambling language. If my GF asks me, how much do you think this grocery bill will be, I will say the o/u is $86.75 ov -125. The GF thinks I am crazy. If someone asks me how long does it take to get to a destination, I will usually answer by saying, 3.5 hrs ov -135, OR even last week, my GF's girlfriend came over and she asked me how much I think she weighs, and my answer to her was 136.5 lbs un -115. She thought I was retarded. I can imagine if I was a doctor on the side what I would say when some ill lady asks me if she is going to be ok, and my answer would be, you will be ok -185, you will die +165, OR I might say to her, ma'am, i give your o/u of days to live 92.5 flat. Can you imagine if I was a doctor and i talked like this? Not only will I make the poor lady cry, but she will be scared of me when I give her the over/under. What a sick potato i have become from this gambling..
Last week my sweet little 6 yr old nephew came by and wanted to play on the computer and watch cartoons. I told him he cannot use my computer because I had 4 big college scores to watch on cbs sportsline, and that he can't watch cartoons because i was watching the Notre Dame game on tv. What a terrible uncle I am, and all this because of gambling. Folks, it has ruined my life. I can't stop thinking of gambling. I missed out on life because of it and I can never have all those great years back. All I can think of is those summer Saturday/Sunday afternoons when it was 82 degrees, and I could've been out with the gang on a beach enjoying the sun, when instead, I sat home and watched sports for 16 straight hours on Sat, and chase my losses with the Hawaii game, only to lose that game, too, followed by another 13 hrs on Sunday.
Am I the only one who feels like gambling has taken a big chunk of my life away. Please let me know, and if it's only me that feels that way, humor me and make me feel good by agreeing with me.
Thank you all for listening to me.. Boy, do I feel a lot better now... But no matter how much better I feel, I will still be the same loser that I am now..
