oh my gosh.....you fucking idiots. godammit. I lost so much on this it is silly. goddamit!!!!!!!!
I appreciate you guys letting me vent. Things are much healthier with me in the last couple of years given these boards.
I apologize for my godamned foul fucking language. I really do. It makes me feel better, though. Much better. mother fucking love of godamned jesus mother of peter pan and judas... Yes, much better. I used to sit alone, by myself, and feel like shit. Now I can post my feelings here and release some of the pressure.
These things happen. Some would say that all I am doing is taking shit inside me and spewing all around onto you guys. I don't believe that. I've read and seen angry posts here before and they don't affect me. If I'm on the game and on the side the poster is pissed about I concur and jump in to share my own anguish. If I am on the other side I smile and keep my trap shut out of kindness. If I have no interest in the game I hardly give it a second glance.
These forums have helped me immensely to complain once in a while. You all should try it. MOFOME is a great capper and poster here. He does it and I understand. Given what happened today he will be starting soon or maybe he already has....
He's a good guy and like many people of his sort we should give him a little more leeway with his emotions than we do others. He is a freaking genius, I kid you not. The guy is a genius. However, he is human and has some of the failings that many functional geniuses have. He is irritating at times. He is moody to a degree that we should all hope that he may seek counsel from the world of medicine or better yet; within that world of medicine; psychology. The guy is a nice guy too, but edgey. He and panther would not get along but they are very similar. I hope MOFOME sticks around and fights through the demons here with us. I have demons too.
I know I'm rambling but I mean these things and I've been drinking. You all should vent more. It is more healthy and it doesn't hurt the other posters. See my list of results for myself above for when you gripe and bitch: 1) I'm with you and I feel the same way so I really appreciate your bitching!!! It validates how I feel. 2) I'm on the other side and makes me feel really, really good though I keep my mouth shut as we all should in that situation. 3) I'm not involved in that contest so I am glad I'm not involved in that contest and don't think twice about your bitching about it...I hardly read it.
Good luck and one last thing....
THE GODAMNED DODGERS JUST TIED UP WITH SAN DIEGO AND I am ROYALLY PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF THE FUCKING PADRES CAN'T FUKING CLOSE THIS FUCKING OUT WITH AnOTHER RUN SOON THEn i WILL LOSE THE NET WORTH OF SOME OF THE SMALLER COUNTRIES IN THE WORLD GODDDDDDDDAMMMMMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AL;KSDJF;ALKSJDF;LAKSJDF;LAKSJDFL;AKSJDF;LAKSJDFL;KAJSDL;KAJSDF
MOTHER FUCKERS I'M DYING HERE....DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TULSA