I had the worst betting day of my short betting career today. I went 1-8 in the NFL. I never would've thought I would hit approximately 89% wrong in one day. I'm down about 18 units on the weekend, leaving me with only 40 units remaining.
Is it even possible to win this money back? I didn't chase with a play tonight or tomorrow night, so I'm pretty happy with myself about that. If I bet 1-2 units a game, it will take weeks before I can even think about getting back to where I was before today. The chance of me hitting any king of goals I set for myself this season has all but disappeared.
I'm really on tilt right now. Part of me says that I need to quit while I'm ahead. I've never been a winner at this, even though I'm up and playing with only the house's money at this point (I got lucky with a parlay). It's just so hard for me to accept losing at anything, especially when I feel like I have the sources available to me here at the RX to actually win at this stuff.
I consider betting a hobby, especially now that I'm playing with all profit, but I'm beginning to think that it's a destructive hobby. It's really eating into my personal life and possibly starting to affect my relationships. When I lose, like today, my entire day is ruined and I'm irritated by everyone and everything. Instead of doing my homework for class tomorrow and getting some well needed rest before I go to work in the morning, I'm sitting here typing this.
I don't even know where I'm going with this. I hate to even post anything at all, because I know I will get 10 people who reply to this and say that I'm an idiot and deserve to lose.
What strategy should I take now? I've been trying to study and learn who the best cappers are and follow their plays, but I can never seem to catch them at a good time. I always follow after they've had a good run and catch the downswing of it.
I want to win my money back and try to make this a profitable/enjoyable hobby, but it's not fun like it used to be. Now it's just a grind that makes me miserable. I want to take a break, but I just know that the weekend that I don't play, all of the cappers that I follow will go 10-0 for $20,000 of profit.
Oh well. I have to get some sleep.
I know....I know....boohoo....woe is me.....so sad
:cryingcry :nopityA:
Is it even possible to win this money back? I didn't chase with a play tonight or tomorrow night, so I'm pretty happy with myself about that. If I bet 1-2 units a game, it will take weeks before I can even think about getting back to where I was before today. The chance of me hitting any king of goals I set for myself this season has all but disappeared.
I'm really on tilt right now. Part of me says that I need to quit while I'm ahead. I've never been a winner at this, even though I'm up and playing with only the house's money at this point (I got lucky with a parlay). It's just so hard for me to accept losing at anything, especially when I feel like I have the sources available to me here at the RX to actually win at this stuff.
I consider betting a hobby, especially now that I'm playing with all profit, but I'm beginning to think that it's a destructive hobby. It's really eating into my personal life and possibly starting to affect my relationships. When I lose, like today, my entire day is ruined and I'm irritated by everyone and everything. Instead of doing my homework for class tomorrow and getting some well needed rest before I go to work in the morning, I'm sitting here typing this.
I don't even know where I'm going with this. I hate to even post anything at all, because I know I will get 10 people who reply to this and say that I'm an idiot and deserve to lose.
What strategy should I take now? I've been trying to study and learn who the best cappers are and follow their plays, but I can never seem to catch them at a good time. I always follow after they've had a good run and catch the downswing of it.
I want to win my money back and try to make this a profitable/enjoyable hobby, but it's not fun like it used to be. Now it's just a grind that makes me miserable. I want to take a break, but I just know that the weekend that I don't play, all of the cappers that I follow will go 10-0 for $20,000 of profit.
Oh well. I have to get some sleep.
I know....I know....boohoo....woe is me.....so sad
:cryingcry :nopityA: