Kind of weird but I just can't get as motivated as I once was. It started a few days before my big score last Thursday. The worse part is I am on a run of a lifetime for me and am enjoying my best month (by far) of my life.
I am really thinking about shutting everything down for a few weeks. I can't believe I am saying that. I have slowed down alot the past few days.
I haven't really taken a few days off all year(gambling) and work wise, I have had no vactaions in 5 years but I never complain about it, as I am pretty narrow minded and don't have alot of interests but am always very happy and in a good mood. Stress is VERY overrated in my opinion.
I want to use this time of the year as an excuse but my holidays aren't that bad with just 3 lousy Christmas parties and not alot of people to buy for.
I honestly hope this is just a small phase as I usually am the most passionate person I know when it comes to something I am interested in and right now the passion is just not there, at least gambling wise that is. You guys ever get like this? Like I said this is not normal for me.hno:
Like I said this is just with gambling. My other phases of life are still great.
I am really thinking about shutting everything down for a few weeks. I can't believe I am saying that. I have slowed down alot the past few days.
I haven't really taken a few days off all year(gambling) and work wise, I have had no vactaions in 5 years but I never complain about it, as I am pretty narrow minded and don't have alot of interests but am always very happy and in a good mood. Stress is VERY overrated in my opinion.
I want to use this time of the year as an excuse but my holidays aren't that bad with just 3 lousy Christmas parties and not alot of people to buy for.
I honestly hope this is just a small phase as I usually am the most passionate person I know when it comes to something I am interested in and right now the passion is just not there, at least gambling wise that is. You guys ever get like this? Like I said this is not normal for me.hno:
Like I said this is just with gambling. My other phases of life are still great.