Prodigy, I understand where you are coming from.
But, these days, we have a name for a disorder for everything. Kids that can't sit still in class have ADD. Some guy grows up and shoots his own kids, he sufferered from some sort of child pyschological disorder.
Piss, he chokes and has stage fright. Get it together or go dig some ditches and earn your money. He can either do his job or he can't and if he is getting paid whatever it is to pitch, do it or be prepared to get yelled at, chastised, berated, or whatever because that is what happens at these games and in the media. It comes with the territory.
I am personally not one to do all that, but come on.
Nothing against you prodigy, I really enjoy your posts. Just sharing my opinions.