indy sports...sorry to hear that...it's very tough, although it's get's better after time...not easier..better..61 that's too young....i lost my mother when she was 48 and i was 25 and lost my dad when he was 70 and i was 44...my dad had relocated to south texas to be closer to my brother and myself...when he turned 70 my brother and i convinced him to get a check-up and the doctor said he was in good shape for the shape he was in..just start taking multiple vitamins...he choked to death on the very first one he took...man i am so sorry to hear about your father, but one thing that helps is to keep pictures of him around and just always remember the good times you two had together...over time is does get better..it's hard as hell, but it does get better...your friend...jeffksu tell indiana mike we said hello as well....oh and by the way we had a baby girl 7 weeks ago...after 16 years of not having kids...the accident occured..the pill is only 99.91% effective. but if i would have known 16 years ago i would have had her then...not now that i'm an old fuck....