Alex Rodriguez had a HR in a "very painful" season-ending 6-4 loss to the Indians or for the questions to gain steam about this being perhaps his final game as a Yankee. "I'm always a good target, so that's fine. ... The reason I came to New York, first and foremost, was to help this team win a championship, and I must say I have failed at that, as one of the leaders of this team. Whatever blame you guys want to put on me is fair," a red-eyed A-Rod said after his fourth season with the Yankees ended just like the previous three, without a trip to the World Series. "It's been an emotional year, I've really enjoyed my teamamtes, enjoyed playing, I've enjoyed growing as a human being and a baseball player in New York. "It's been a tough ladder for me. I've learned some things this year as a player and in this clubhouse, and for that I'm most proud. It's just too bad it has to end like this, on a sour note." The season might not be the only thing ending for Rodriguez, whose agent Scott Boras must announce within 10 days of the end of the World Series or by Nov. 10 whether A-Rod will waive the final four years of his landmark $252 million contract and become a free agent.<!-- google_ad_section_end -->