no i didnt bang
to be honest here ive been out of sorts the past few weeks
ive bet heavy during these times wining huge or losing huge and getting off to the point where im neglecting making love to my ladies or even wanting too.
s its been up and down win big or lose big and its an emotional roller coaster
so i ended up down 6.5k and got out for 6k today, i ow a nick
i was so happy i went out drinking with boys and after everyone left i was tied on and felt like going downtown to play poker
i was so blitzed when i got there they wouldnt let me in to play so i sat at bar and ordered ginger ale and watched espn. i love espn on fooseball sundays.
anyway this big ass black broad ended up coming around as i sip my ginger ale at bar while playing dooces wild built n video.
small chat led to this and that and the nextt thing i know is were in my cr on the rooftop where i parked and she has me in her mouth
boys all i could do was laugh at this point so she stopped and said she needed to get high. i was so blown out at this point so i said go ahead as i wasnt even thinking straight.
so she tooted a few and offered me some as i was drunk like a whore she took advantage of me. i did some thinking it was just a little innocent coke here. wrong!
after that she put me back in her mouth and i felt wayyy more relaxed than i should. boys honestly i grabbed her by back of hair and told her stop as i just want to go to sleep, just leave and heres some money.
she started laughing at me the biitch and took my money and tucked it away in her purse and thenget this boys she crawled over me and started screwing me right on the spot.
i was so out of it and in left field that i just went along with it as i couldnt stop it even if i wanted too so just slapped my hands on her cheeksand let her perform.
next thing i know she got of me and i was in and out of itand she said alright boy its 500. i told her i gave her all i had and she went diiging threw my pants pockets like a thieve in the night.
anyway, security ended up pulling up on me an hour later just when i stared coming too and told me to just leave as i explained all to them and they were half high themselves.
boys not only am i worried i might have got her pregnant but who knows what kind of std's i may have now. im shook and at home now as i speak but.
i was shivering the whole way home thinking about the events that took place. not only could she be pregnant, bit what kind of std's could i have also.
im just going to take a warm bubble bath and cal it a day and tally it up in the morning. im really upset currently.