i think she truly hates the porn industry and most of the people in it. she kind of went on a rant on her site.
Brooke retired as a pornstar after giving birth to her child. She posted on her
twitter profile and blog, introducing herself as "Ashley, the former Ashlynn Brooke" and stating that she had retired from the business,
that her former website would no longer be updated and that "I may start up a new site, but it will not have adult content." In explaining the reasons for her retirement, Brooks posted that:
"First I stopped doing boys, what a relief...I honestly felt that if I had to have another strange man’s cock in my face, his hands (God knows where they’ve been) all over me, him calling me his “baby”, and having to exude some sort of forged passion for the world to see, I probably would’ve exploded. And what would’ve been stuck to the walls would’ve probably been nothing. Just pieces of skin, bone, the brain of a robot, and what would have been left of a once huge and warm heart. Thank goodnees [
sic] it never got to that point".
Brooke stated that she then briefly became involved with starring-in and producing female-only pornography, but that being the girl who "tries to direct all girl features, but isn’t a “real” lesbian" wasn't working. On her pregnancy, Brooke stated that she "would never have a child and continue" in the industry but that she was already "done before finding out about" it. Brooke stated that after the birth of her child, "nothing on earth could’ve made me happier at that very moment. It was like God just reached down and literally removed me from “that world” and put me back into the “real” one. I knew that from that point on my life would be peaceful, happy, and full of love again".
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