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A Body of Work R. A. Dickey Prefers as His Legacy
<time class="dateline" datetime="2014-03-08">MARCH 8, 2014</time>
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TYLER KEPNER
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DUNEDIN, Fla. — He knows what is coming from the way the mail feels in his hands. About two of three letters to
R. A. Dickey have the telltale pieces of cardboard inside. Those are baseball cards fans want him to sign. The ones without the cardboard seek something more important.
“They’re just wanting someone to listen, that’s really it,” Dickey said before a game here last week. “That’s what it comes down to. People are really lonely, especially people who have had to endure things. They’re very lonely, so they’re just wanting to hear from someone who has shared a similar experience.”
Two springs ago, Dickey published a stark and riveting memoir acknowledging that he has been sexually abused as a child. He went on to win the National League Cy Young Award for the
Mets, who then traded him to the
Toronto Blue Jays.
His life has changed in some ways — he is starting the second season of a three-year, $30 million contract — but not in others. The fame gives him a platform from which to be himself, unapologetically, and has made him a touchstone for others. He has a voice now, he said, and he likes it, but he knows that most people listen only because he pitched so well in 2012.
“Isn’t that ridiculous?” Dickey said. “The merit of what you have to say shouldn’t be based on those things, right? My hope is I won’t ever do that with somebody else.”
Dickey responds to the letters — it takes just three minutes to write three sentences, he said — and to those touched by his on-field journey from washed-up phenom to knuckleballing ace. He spent a month and a half this winter teaching the knuckleball to Frank Viola III, the former Cy Young Award winner’s son, who signed a minor league contract with Toronto last week.
But Dickey also knows that he is not viewed quite the same as he was a year ago. He was 14-13 with a 4.21 earned run average for the Blue Jays, who finished last in the American League East amid high expectations.
Dickey struggled with the roof open in Toronto, conditions that produced a 5.73 E.R.A. He ground through back pain, including multiple cortisone injections, to log 2242/3 innings — second in the American League — and went 6-3 with a 3.46 E.R.A. after the All-Star break. But he was far from the Cy Young conversation.
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“I had a very average season, considering what I feel like I’m capable of doing, and I think they thought they were going to get something much more,” Dickey said. “It’s hard to feel like you weren’t worth it. If I didn’t win the Cy Young the year before, it would have been a very good season for me. But I came off a Cy Young season, and that’s what people expect.”
For all their follies lately — five losing seasons in a row, tied with Houston for the longest drought in the majors — the Mets have sold high on veterans, getting starter Zack Wheeler for Carlos Beltran in 2011 and acquiring two cornerstone pieces for Dickey.
One of those pieces, Travis d’Arnaud, made his debut last season and projects as the Mets’ catcher of the future, and the other, starting pitcher Noah Syndergaard, 21, has soared in the top prospect lists. Unranked by Baseball America before the trade, Syndergaard was judged the No. 54 prospect in the sport before last season, and now is 16th.
“Curveball’s gotten better, just smarter on the mound, just being able to read hitters a little better — just becoming more of a pitcher than a thrower, really,” Syndergaard said last week, describing his progress after impressing the Atlanta Braves with his 98-mile-per-hour fastball. “I’m still pretty young now, but I feel I’m maturing as a pitcher.”
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The deal was contingent on Dickey’s approval of a contract extension, and he said he had no regrets and wished the Mets well. Mets General Manager Sandy Alderson was frank with Dickey, who said that while the Blue Jays planned to contend, Alderson told him the Mets “weren’t going to be in that position in the next two years.” Dickey took the deal, and the seemingly stronger chance of winning.
But the Blue Jays, seeking their first playoff spot in two decades, never contended. They had the same record as the Mets (74-88), played poorly on defense, had the second-highest starters’ E.R.A. in the majors (4.81, ahead of only Minnesota) and were ravaged by injuries.
Another former Met, shortstop Jose Reyes, severely sprained his ankle in April and missed more than two months. He played in 93 games, stole just 15 bases and did not hit a triple all season.
“People in Toronto didn’t see me play the way I want to,” Reyes said. “When I came back to play, I was a little bit different. My ankle was bothering me and I can’t do what I love to do, stealing bases, stuff like that, exciting baseball. But it’s stronger now — 100 percent — and I can’t wait to get into the season.”
Dickey, 39, is also optimistic, partly because he can prepare as he always did. Last year, he pitched in the World Baseball Classic, which disrupted his spring training routine, for which Dickey blamed himself. He relies on throwing a hard knuckleball, and its average velocity was down last season, to 75.6 m.p.h. from 77.1 in 2012, according to Fangraphs.
The pitch behaved more as Dickey wanted in the second half, explaining his better results. The Blue Jays did little to change their roster, giving another chance to the group that failed last season. It starts with Dickey, who has been named the opening day starter, to little fanfare.
“You wouldn’t even know he’s around,” Manager John Gibbons said. “He’s just going about his business; you don’t hear him much. Last year, he was the center of attention in a lot of ways. But he’s working hard. He knows what kind of season it was for the team last year and he knows for himself, individually, he’s better than where he started. To pick up where he left off would be big.”
Doing so would restore some sheen to Dickey as a pitcher, and perhaps make more people seek his voice. The ones who matter most, though, will look to him either way.
“I don’t want the way that I perform to be my identity,” Dickey said. “That’s one of the messages: I am more than my job, I am more than my profession. And my hope is that people will see that in me and regardless of how much money I’ve made or what I’ve done in the game, that the heart of who I am transcends that.
“That’s my hope. That would be the hope that I would want to give other people: whether you’ve been abused or whatever it’s been, you’re more than that.”